yuHuuuu~~

holiday!!!!
exam finished..huuray....vacation time now!!!
lolx...long time din blog here anyway..due to bzness and laziness as well...lolx..anyway....happy to be back..^^..

hmm....wat can i say in this blog leh?
1st..talk bout ironman 1st....watched d....nice...lolx...wat u waiting for?
chiong a!!!go watch lo...haha...hmmmm...and within this months lots of things have been changing...i least sumthing inside me changed..hehe...wan noe wat changes?is for me to noe and for u to find out...lolx...gaming lo~~yuhuu....will be blogging quite often this comin months...lol....hopefully...

chioz...and good luck for those who haven finish their final~lol

uRgeNt!!!

i will stop blogging for one month due to final exam...so..pls don ask me to write any blog during tis month pls........bz la.........soli ya....c u all after final k?wish me good luck ya....lolx...^^

p/s: for those who gt exam...jia you o!!hehe...gambate

aMaziNg~~^^

hmmm...this mayb will be scary for sum of u...but for me...is "holy!!"
lolx...coz my dad phone me during morning today and he say he went to the temple and help me to "kao chim(cantonese, really dono how to write in english.. those who noe mind tell me?!?)"...and my "goddess-mum", GUAN YING tell my dad i din study recently...oh no...she really noe...holy mama!!
and there is the other case for my fren who oso "kai cai" of GUAN YING and she also warn by her not to eat beef...lolx...she really noe..so don play play and go pray pray...lolx....


gonna work hard d...lolx..^^

my holy mama

long time no c...

its been a very very very long period didnt log in here d...almost forget the password...took sumtimes to log in jz now...haiz...

during this few months, i feel so depress...dono wat happen...
i lost my motivation to studies,to sports, and oni stay in the room playing games, sleep, wasting time, bla bla bla........
even lazy wanna write sumthing here...(act is dono wat to write...try b4 open a new post but dono wat to write....jz looking at the screen and do nothing for an hour..then log offf~~)...
now get back to the blog...saw elsa and fernfern leave the msg oni noe i ord waste alot of times in doing nothing....
jan~~~~feb~~~~march~~~~
feel so down...sad....moody....tired.....
who cn let me noe wat happen to me??!?
who cn let me noe wats goin on with me??!?
who cn let me noe y is my life this few months full of boringness??!?
pls let me noe....if u can...don hesitate...i jz wan sumone who say sumthing to me....
even if its a critic....i willing to accept...jz wanna noe who m i!!
this few days...i trying so hard to find out wat actually is myself....
i dono....this make me feel more burdened....i call my mom jz now...
no reason...
jz call and ask sumthing really stupid(at least for me i think is stupid) like how are u there?how is dad goin on?
these are all the thing that nvr happen in my life b4...
is tat wat we call home sick?!?
but i jz don feel like goin bc..
i refuse to let my beloved parents noe im so depress here..
i jz don wan..don wan..........
im so helpless now.....pls help me!!

SiMpLe XmAs GiFt!!!

christmas comin...
no doubt...evryone is thinking of wana buy a gift for ur love one..
so do i...haa....i hvn decide wat to buy yet...can anyone tell me??!?
but for sure..for some of u who wan to deliver ur gift especially oversea??pls do remember to call DHL!!!
why DHL??coz they can deliver watever u wan to be delivered...
not believe??lets c some proof!!



haa...lolx...jz wan you to have some joy..
merry christmas...^^

ages

its been a long long long time ago since my last post...how long izit??i couldnt remember liao..haiz...lots things happen in the past few months....i.ve been bz in working, meeting, playing games, celebrating others fren and my grandma bday...cant even hv some times to really sit down and giv myself a free time to think bout myself and wat shud i do for myself..even tonite i nid to go for an interview for the comin work...don ever think this few months i bz kao lui o...nvr happen...coz i still single after all....as usual...no feeling a...how sad...when is she appeared??!!!!only god knows....

comin dec is a tuff months...dec...haiz...dec...dec....its a months tat i hv all my tuffest and sweetest moment in my life..(sorry for cant tell ur the content bout tat moment...^^)...i cant forget......really...no reason for me to forget...no.......haiz....life can b really ez if u jz make sure urself is happy...but actually how many ppl can understand all the sadness and dissapointed time behind a single smile??i dono...and don wan to know as well....u shud understand wat i means coz i surely know tat u ever gone through tat moment...its sweet, sour, all kind of fellings....

even though my blog is alwiz so sad...this doesnt mean tat i really unhappy or unsatisfied with my current life now...im so happy i live in a family who gimme full freedom...and even frens tat really appreciate frenship like nobody...thank god i hv it...at least now...and 4ever in my memory....nvr lost...nvr disappeard..nvr...wat can really say anything or write anything with the feeling i hv it now...i cant xpress it out...jz cant..but some of u may know...its really nice dont u think so???

come bc to reality....now is 1.21pm....i still continue writing all this....something which hv meaning for me..(mayb meaningless for u but i don care..lolx..^^)....i think it will b v v v boring if don hv any pic in it...but i don hv any...really....with the stupid phone i hv i cant really take a good pic...how sad.......T_T....and i don even hv any digital camera....so.......no choice....haiz....

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sien-nya!!!!!!!!goin out soon....having my 'breakfast'...haa...don ask me y..its real...i woke up 12.44pm...coz no work, no study, no meeting....wake up so early for wat??haaa...this wat i cal life is ez....lolx..
dono when will b my nx blog comin out..but it will b really soon....(how bout christmas eve??)...haa....mayb la...hmm....chioz

ItS bEeN a lOnG & TuFf tiMe...

its really a long long time from they day i last writing sumthing in my blog...
really a v v long time....i miss it...
but i cant make it....due to lots of reason...
unfinish assignment...unfinish test...unfinish report...
its ord week 13...one more week to go oni...
y stil gt so many stuff to go???....
dono......oni God noes.........tired....
stil hv to study.....for nx week test and 2 more report to go....
is stil a busy weekend...
fortunately...i hv the time for me to write down sumthing here...^^

the first and most important thing is....
haa....of coz my 21st b'day.....
cant forget the moment we get together and hv fun together.....
miss it.......thx to all tat giv me this joy when i was sick.....
really terrible sick......but u cant c it in my pic...
its been covered by al the joy and hapiness gave from my frensss....
no...shud consider pal.....they alwiz understand me( think so )....
tats a great night...i cant say is the best...but is enuf for a patient..
at least....(even i has been warned by my house leader that we r too noisy out there....bluek =p)...

greatest moment.....guess wat's my wish??

as usual..cant get clean on the face...sienzzz

my 21st b'day present....precioussss.......

my secret guess....brenda....she purposely come all

the way from malacca to here...touch...friends forever..

my pal....thx ya....

p/s: oi..tysus..u look so gay here..tats the reason i pick this pic..lolx

ladies...stop posing behind me la...zzz...im not food!!!

can u imagine tat i actually sick heavily at tat moment??

tats wat happen on the july 31st...

which i having my party at my house...

at the same time...tat is another person who having the same thing as me....

i dono wat happen at her place...but really sorry coz cant get to go bc for her celebration.....her b'day is exactly same day as mine....tats my sis.........sorry....kor cant go bc.....test and sick stop my steps......

anyway.....happy belated b'day.......hehe.......^^

after the day onwards......is the tuffest moment in my life.......

unstoppable assignment,report and test......

almost cant breath.....

there is still sum unhappy things happen at the time.....

haiz....really don wan to talk so much bout tat....

i dono y izit will happen and.......it jz happen lidat...

nothing can stop it.......nothing........haiz........

wat to do.....i think mayb i ord lost something jz lidat.....

but dono whether tats true....and hope its not.......

SadNeSs StRikE mE~~

fevering......
and coughing is killing me right now.....
im getting weaker tonight.....
haiz.....hv been bz the whole day jz for my assignment....
do alone....no one help......haiz......
mayb jz wanna pretend to b strong...
so din even inform others....
sad.......2day is jz not my day....
cant sleep.....the night seem so long......
burfday is comin.....but sick.......
wat a terrible moment......hate it......
but wat to do???gonna blame who???
jz realise how sad m i now....
headache....nid sleep but cant.....
and no one to talk to.....
how pity i m.........haiz.....
mayb i jz not good enuf in socialise....
tats y no fren really concern bout me......
gt a bit miss home now.....
bout 2 months didnt went bc d....
haiz.....plan goin bc this weekend oso cant......
stupid test......
sorry ya sis.....cant celebrate ur birthday....
is all my fault......wat a useless bro.....
haiz......cant think of anything d....
feeling terrible ever........T_T
mayb tomoro will be better.....
mayb not........life still goes on.....

SpEciAL NiGht iN mY liFe...

2nite is a special nite....
depart around 4pm and too bad its raining...
haiz...luckily gt a kind person fetch us go...
oi..he purposely fetch us go there oni...
all the way from melati to times square...
walau....gal...wat r u waiting for...go for him lo...
don miss the chance...lolx...


....kok pin aka "mr. kindman"....


....take one pic 1st..since traffic jam..lolx....

then we reach time square hotel bout 5pm i think...
coz the traffic damn jam ..almost fall asleep..lolx..
then we lepak around time square lo...
since the stupid guan still not around...(the ball start at 6pm but we act wait till 7.30pm oni enter...hehe....)....he sumwhere at cheras samo...die la...
but he appeared in 10minutes time...how this possible????
faster than ferarri enzo...wtf.....
sure con one....lolx.......
then we ma go find him lo...
14th floor.....so high..scary....
b4 tat gt one more funny thing happen....
aho go buy something(pic show below..lolx)...



noe wat?? shave misai la!!!!!!!!!!!
haa....forgotten shave...taisei la...alwiz last minutes...
these to warn u dude!!!!!!!!!!!!
don last minutes nx time!!!!!

then we found guan at the registration counter...
fast fast take one pic 1st....
since u complain din take pic with u..
hahaha....


....guan and me..p/s: don complain liao ok??....

guan work colleague told me muz wear mask oni can go in...
wtf....i don hv any...and it cost bout rm15 each...("ta kip a!!!!!!")...
sei la this time.......but don worry...
haa....at last i oso gt to enter..coz the security sux....
din check oso..lolx....and alot ppl din buy as well...
heehee..save $$....nice........


....the mask they force me buy..T_T....


....the ticket for entry....
....50 stand for table number....
....gt around 100 table..mad....

act...we hardly can take photo during the whole nite...
due to the stupid light is alwiz off....
and we don hv a proper camera...(all use phone..zzz)...
+ more concentrate on food..(although not really nice...but hungry wo...wat to do...eat oni!!!!!!!haaaaa)...

....isnt she cute???....

....long time din take pic together lo....

....lenglui lenglui sekalian....

the ball nite end about 10.30pm and they starting put those rock songs since "mrs tan sri" went bc liao...haa....

then alot of ""wet yau"" dancing on the stage...

but im not joining...don noe y...jz don feel like joining....

mayb im not admit as "wet yau"...lolx...

after the dance...we plan to go clubbing cont our joy....

yuhuuuuuu....clubbing lo........

but too bad...full!!!!!!full!!!!!!and full!!!!!!

wtf..all full...so???

cancelled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wasting my time waiting in giri's(yipin's bf) car...

more than half hour wei.......zzzzzzz

then ma went bc lo....

at the same time....

sumthing bad happen....zzzzz..

i left my key with the stupid guan's bag......

and he went mamak with all the rest...din inform...

left me alone....wtf....

T_T...so lonely....T_T....

so cold...T_T

so sleepy (almost sleep in the mamak downstair of my condo )...

really an unforgetable nite....haiz

NeW iMagE~~

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....i jz gt my hair cut....
daMn!!!!!!cut till so short....lmao la..


2days ago(shud b thursday), i went with my fren...
all the way to gk(coz recommended by zenc...
zzz...don wan thrust him anymore)...
jz to hv a hair cut....but end up REGRET liao....
both me and aho.....T_T
i ord remind her DON CUT TOO SHORT!!!
but when she start her cut after say yes to me....
OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!TA PAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my hair was gone......is too short...
but still betterla...haa...at least better than aho one....
like stupid nerd so chai..lolx...


haiz..y they jz cant listen to order.....
i cant understand...
BAN the saloon 99 a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



c....so short...T_T

Add iN nEw iTeM iN mY gALLerY

yoyoyoyo...yesterday went klcc search for my ball nitez shirt.....
found one...and bought it d....damn nice(this is wat i thought la)....
haa..padini one...like it.....but pocket empty d.......
the shirt cost bout 100++.....
pain.........but still satisfy la since its really so nice.....(shiok sendiri)
wahahahaa....
u wanna noe how it look like???
haa...oni let u c after the ball nitez......lolx.......

mY BaG iS dOnE...T_T

oh no...my bag koyak d...haizz...
feel like wanna sew it bc...
bt...lazy la....
today jz come out salary....haaa...
how much??haha...sorry...confidential......hehe
so...i gonna go buy my new bag now...yeayea...
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jz comin bc from jusco...
bought alot of stuff d...but end up didnt buy any bag...
coz no bag oso.....didnt c at all.......sux......
luckily i go there with my housemate...haha...
if not sure damn boring one...
and i gt to noe more secret bout my closest friends....
haiz...y shud u tell me??
make me feel more dispointment on human being......

NiCe gAtHeRinG...

haaa...finally all the EC students get to mix up..(unfortunately exclude the ktar student coz they choose not to go with us...pity..haa)...

we went for movie last friday at berjaya timesquare......waaaa......
damn shiok!!!!!!!!
i think is bout 10++ of us...(i cant really remember how many of us since after movie alot of them went back d...oni left 10++ of us..hehe....)...
TRANSFORMERS......*muaks*
wat a super nice movie......love it.......hehe......
u will noe it if u watched it......hehe......guys like transformers......dono y...haa......jz cannot xplain........

after the movie we al go sungai wang hang kai kai........haa......
actually plan to buy the ball nite shirt d.......haiz.....but at the end not oso......
coz hv to wait for my pal lo......they al so slow.........zzzzzzz.......
sienzz..dono hv to wait till wat time......

when we all pass by the stage at sungai wang ground floor..
haa..we al tot jj will come over coz the emcee keep talking bout the jj new songs.......and ask questions......and giv out posters.......haa.....
at last oni noe is all bull shit......then all oso like sien diao......
haa......we straight chioz go eat kfc.....
i hv a colonel rice combo......(y the price diff one.....$8.90???last time i tot it was 6something???..hmm...strange........mayb my memory gt problem d........haiz........).......not really nice la......but okok lo.....
hehe......we took a lot of pics there....super alot......show u later......

after tat we went back by bus......and we talk alot......haa
bout all the function tat carried in our campus........
"albert" the legend..(arrrrrrrr.....fresh meat!!!!!!!LOL)...
all the pat kua things la.......haaa..now oni i realise guys oso so pat kua one.........lol........

i leave my bag at shin j place......now oso hvn get back.....
haiz........how m i gonna finish my work.......faster send to me o......
if not sure die one.....coz tomoro nid to hand up the report d.....
hopefully can gt to sleep today....
tats all la.....chioz..........

tiReD......SuCh a bAd DaY...

haiz....i suppose to go to fahion night one.....but at last i din go oso......coz no ticket d....(act they said got wo...but is after the event la..no point telling me wat.......stupid.....)..haiz.......so i ma go play basketball lo......since so free......play till 9 samo........so tired......but no taxi around ......so hv to wait another half hour jz for the taxi....where is all the taxies went?...im so tired and starving there.......haiz.......today jz not my day.......gonna sleep early tonight.....zzzzzzzzzzz

MemOrAbLe hApPinEsS

haizz...
damn tired...but damn fun!!!!!haaa

yesterday i went to SUNWAY LAGOON with my buddys...
wahaahaha...
mayb u wil ask..""wat so fun bout sunway??""
lol...This is the 1ST TIME i went sunway lagoon.....haha....
with all my buddys from malacca.....
such a nice trip.....
haha.....

tats not the fun part....the fun part is alot ppl gt INJURED...
sssccccaaarrryyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we all together is bout 10ppl.....
my bac was injured badly bcoz of the stupid cheong hong!!!!!!(..stupid guy pull me along the road make my skin all come out......zzzzz)
koh wei oso...haa.....FLOWER HORN!!!!...(i dono really wat happen la....but as i noe is ch make him bang his own head to the wall..haa...dizzy huh???lolx...)...oso a GIFT from cheong hong......haa....
OI!!!BLOODY CHEONG HONG!!!!!!!!!
IS THIS UR GIFT FOR US AFTER COMIN BAC FROM JAPAN!!!!!!
U WAIT !!!!!
WE WILL REVENGE!!!!!!!
hmmm..let me think...still gt who injured....
!!!pohching oso hurt her both elbow....kesian.....
lolx.......

but then.....i stil hv to thx all of my buddy for waiting me....(coz i was late due to lab...haa.....they act reach there 11.30am and i reach there 2pm...haa...wat a long time.....and they din even play any wet part until i come...sobz...touch a!!!!!hehe....act i skipped my class too...haa)..
overall its still joy more than tears la......

wat i REGRET???
hmmmmmmmm.....
din get to play the pyrates ship and walk the bridge lo.....
haiz.....y must it WEAR SHIRT oni can play the ship???
NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!
luckily i manage to play TOMAHAWK!!!!!!!
haa..is FUN.....u shud try it oso.......lolx...
imagine u was stuck in the middle of the sky....
waseh!!!!
SHIOK AH!!!!!!!!!
i & cheong hong actually TRAP in ths game...haa...due to electricity failure...where gt such thing....(we trap inside the "cage" till the worker hv to open it manually..and it takes time....tats y we miss the bridge!!!zzz)..luckily the electric din short out when we at the top.....haa....swt...

waiting the gals shower...coz no one

jaga the properties....so we do....

leng cai leng lui sekalian...(won pai seh...hehe)

we all jz hv fun...

try to copy the pic behind

(im holding hanxin bag..zzz)

ViRuS eVryWhEre..sCaRy!!!

this few days dono wat happen....alot ppl get sick o...my housemate and frens oso fevering....haa....luckily im strong enuf...haa......
but stil v scary.....muz eat more healthy food and drink more water d....
so the virus cant gt near me......"Haiyaaaaaaa"..don ever come near me noe......i'll kick ur ass.......

today jz after my this sem 1st prac test.....still ok la....can do lo....although dono correct onot......luckily yesterday night gt study....
if i choose to play sure die d one......haa.......hmmmm......i think i make the right choice.....lol.....*proud*....

iM jZ toO tHiN~~

haiz...few days ago i jz participate in a modelling competition which organized by our uni....but unfortunately......i was terminated after the 1st audition.....my name is NOT in the top12.....i feel so bad.....coz im confident to enter top12 1......feel so sad.....T_T.......still feel like learning sumthing......but at last.....
........................................................................
mayb i jz TOO THIN.........but 1 thing tat i don really satisfy....
is bout someone who still in the top12.......
he jz as thin as me......
oni 1.78m i think(mayb lesser and im 1.83m)....
and i sure tat we hv the same body type....
but he enter the top12.....
im not.......
y????????
mayb jz bcoz he noe the committee better than i do???!???!!(......the 1st audition is selected by the committee.......)
i feel so hurt......
NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but wat to do.....
haiz......oni can face the fact.......
.......zzzzzzzzzzzz........
but fortunately, my roomate was in......top12......
haa.....although i don think he will enter....lol....
mayb i jz look down too much on him.......hehe.....sorry ya pal.......
no doubt..he gt the size.....although still hvn build up well.....lol.....
and i hope him can beat tat guy FLAT!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahaa...
this make me feel more comfortable.....(so terrible rg??haa...i oso dono y...i jz don like tat guy......he like to pretend.....xpecially in dance.....oi!!!ur dance sux la..!!!!!so FAKE!!!!!!)
now wat i can do is jz pray hard for my fren so he can enter at least to the top6.....haaa.....(this the oni way tat can enter the grand final which will choose a best male model on the fashion nitez)


haa...one more thing is tat gt ppl make fake info in the competition oso(told by my roomate)....
gt one guy said he is 1.8m(and he is half head shorter than my roomate who is bout 1.8m)...WTH......this is so funny....
i really cant believe this.....
this make me remember last time gt one guy oso liddat..
pretend to b tall in front of gals......
yarrkkk.....PUI!!!!!!
act is like tat one.....
last time i used to went out with frens(guys and gals)...and one of my fren's fren...(which i not really think he is my fren and he dono pop up from where wat......is such a weird guy)... is trying to intro to evrybody since he is a new face in the gang...then after he mansion the name he immediately said his height...and is 1.82m...WTF!!!(tat time im bout tat tall la and he is really one head shorter than me)
then he ask my height..i tel him im 180(wahahaha!!!) then he said where gt so SHORT..i AR LEAST 1.92m.....wat the????i dono my height???
gt such thing???!!!
LOL.....mayb the "meter" he use to measure his height is made by his own mother who don wan him to feel so sad.....LOL......sory ya....jz kidding...heheh......

After all, i still wan to congrate my fren la....and GOOD LUCK ya!!!!!!!
WE ALWIZ SUPPORT U!!!!

released.....

yaaaaahooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally....
evrything is over....
now i can concentrate on others thing d.....
haa.....orientation was over.......i jz done my post mortem report
haa.....jz wanna show some pic here...
to share my joy and happiness...
wanna noe wat happen on the 24th of May???

no way out......
all must get wet...
tats the rules...




bsides water....
still gt FLOUR!!!!
Hahahahaha.......


All gt ready...
don look up!!!



Can u actually saw the
flying WATER BALLOON???

This is how evrybody get WET!!!
wat a nice and memorable day!!!


ICE BRAEAKING......
HUUUUUURRAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
p/s: for those who miss it...sorry la...cal u come don wan come la....
tai sei!!!!haaaaaa.........its fun u noe!!?!wahaha...

iM loSt~~

everytime when im alone.....
i feel like crying...
i like nobody to talk to....
nobody to listen to......
and nothing....
i jz being so weird......
mayb i shud find a partner.....a life time partner.....
i jz cant pretend to b strong evrytime....
im a human oso..
i nid companion.....
i nid hug......
and evrything tat a human shud hv...
im not a god.....
don think i don bother....actually i jz pretend....
haiz....
so far....
no one noe me....
i feel so sad bout this....
really....
long time didnt hv somebody tat really concern bout me d....
feel so lonely..helpless....
m i done something wrong???
haiz.....
i dono......